Suicide
The few that have thought about suicide, and most that have, are blessed a home and many possessions compared to the rest of the world. My life has gone wrong, those who are suppose to love me, don’t. Few pay attention to what disturbs me as the soul cries out to anyone who would listen. Does anybody care?
If I take my life, will anybody care? In almost all cases the answer is an overwhelming yes. What the disturbed soul does not realize, is that those words will ring true, after the deed. Once on the other side thru self-inflicted death, it is not satisfaction that is received for one’s actions when looking upon those who left, but despair. Cheated of companionship for those left, the misery of your life's mistakes and experiences are upon others that were close with you. The alternate choice, a chance of life improvement is far better than a self imposed death that leaves all behind lurching asking why for they no matter how you spin it in mind as a spirit, there is no excuse, as a new set rules not of this Earth governs you. Your parents are plagued with many what ifs. If there were significant others, there is only guilt, because he or she chose to move on just like you. Many attempting this desperate act, reconsider as they gasp their last breath, but it is too late. God has given you a life to attempt overcoming most life challenges. Did you consider for most in the western world what it is like to be a woman in a third world country? Count your blessings, because you could have easily been born as a starving human in a third world country abused by all around you. Many orphans, crippled, poor, displaced or diseased would take your place in a heartbeat. God gave you a gift of life, respect it; because every action affects others, do you want to be held to that responsibility? Many think they are going to a better place thru suicide and that is true for those that are called by God. When we make a choice to cut our life short, you carry the weight of all the sorrows and pain of the souls that you affected. This is not pleasant as it overwhelms your spirit and you have to atone for it in the presence of your Creator, God. Time relieves the left sorrowful soul of misery, where do you think this energy goes?
PS. To all parents, it is better to pay a little more attention to your child than acquiring another dollar bill; its worth is based upon mankind perceptions. Is the worship of possessions worth the loss of a child? No amount money can bring a lost life back, but time spent given to someone who needs you is forever. Make that change, if not for you, then for your significant other or child .